and it's over

Directing FInals is finally over. And what a release of tension. But I feel like I don't want it to be over yet because I don't know when I'll be doing something like that again.

I set a call time of 3:30, even though my slot was at 5:45, to avoid tension. BUT, 3:30 only my lights person and my sister (one of my actresses) were there. 4:00.. still just the three of us... 4:10 my other actress arrived. 4:20 my other actor arrived. But my two leads were still not there! My bear (lead actress) arrived at 4:30. Then i got a call from my lead actor, the dog, that he was still in makati and that he'll try to make it by five. Anyway, he arrived 5:30!

The show went well... though i still had some notes... but it went well in general. I really felt support from my friends; cerz for staying behind with me when i rehearsed the night before and for being patient when i keep on talking about our plays; yumi, for helping me with the tree prop (which looked really good, in fairness!)and for the support narin (even if she didn't watch my play i know she really wanted to, awww..); edlyn, for being my guest from the start till the end of the class, for taking the effort of asking permission from her parents..hehe); sino pa ba... aba parang awards night! haha.

last night was a full night. full of little "events". sarap.. right now, i don't even feel tired. I want more. Now, it's like--back to reality. Back to facing the long test results that were given us a while ago.. history... 57 points. bagsak. then philo test tomorrow. oh well. good thing i still have LAM-ANG. dito ko nalang ibubuhos yung natitirang enthusiasm ko pa para sa teatro.

feels really wiered.. that now i don't have to think about my play anymore. just like that. anyway, move on ina. im gonna buy cello's doughnuts now. comfort food! that's all for now..